this is what we call life...

i declined in my academics...
OKAAY. here is the deal... the new year has started and like when i stepped back in the seminary, i again adjusted. but this time with more pressures.
the second semester has just started and like i really am in crisis of our subjects. Metaphysics is a pain in the ass. Like, the subject is student friendly but the way our professor delivers the lessons to us is like killing me. i only have to read and read on the textbook. my grades are decreasing. im left out. my classmates are like doing well.

in the like manner, the weather here in baguio city is freezing cold. we even reached a temperature rate of like 8 degrees -- thats during noontime. see how much colder would it be during dawn? haha. but its okaay. others say that it will become colder on february. im afraid.! hahaha. im already having two blankets when i sleep but still they dont suffice.

other issue is this... we are making our baby thesis and it was a good thing that i get to be familiar of the procedures of the research. thanks High school alma mater. haha.

i only have 2 remaining months as a second year. and hopefully, next sem, il be donning my habit. im having my fingers crossed and praying for a good result of the year-end evaluation. please do pray for me too.

i already missed many celebrations in cebu. debuts of my friends, birthdays, gatherings, reunions, sinulog and more. i sometimes think that if i had not entered here in the seminary, i could have attended all these events. but nonetheless, im happy with my life now. my life now is a mixture of tears and smiles, hopes and fulfilled dreams, doubts and confirmations. so what more could i ask for? i have chosen this kind of life, i should be held responsible for this.

til then friends. i so missed the blogging times i used to have. im gonna make it up to you all.